Return to the Sacred Headwaters

Apr 5, 2010
A settling-in day. Each of us shares a personal part of our journey. Kalia thinks a monograph about this mission could be written. She asks each person to email her some part of their story, including their experiences leading up to the start of the mission.

At lunch some of us discuss how the color of our crystal pendants has changed. Mine was clear when I received it on the 31st. We had each dipped our pendant into the Headwaters on the 1st. Now my crystal has a more violet hue, especially at the tip and has acquired a violet striation three-quarters of the way down toward the tip. Dione and others have noticed the same thing about their pendants.

We return to the Headwaters for the closing of the Mission. We each put crystals on our tree stump altar. During the ceremony I see spinning mandalas and human and animal spirits in my inner vision. I fill myself with love and light, sending light out my crown. When we each retrieve our crystals, I take mine to the tree that helped me when we opened the portal at this place. I put my arms around it, removing my glasses so I can get my cheek closer to it. I feel such love and gratitude for this magnificent tree! After a time, I take a few steps to the bank, send my essence into the crystals, and throw them into the water. I come back to the tree, say goodbye, and tear myself away. This is the first of many difficult goodbyes. As I write this, I have just said goodbye to Hatha, not knowing when I’ll see her again. I send my love with her and will hold her in my heart. I told her that I want to be her fan, and to know about all the great things she is to do in the future.

Later in a local shop, a crystal calls to me. I’m still connected to the Divas and White Brotherhood members from the ceremony. They want that crystal. It isn’t one on display, it’s on a low shelf behind the counter. At first I think they want one of the smaller crystals on the shelf above. I’m a little taken aback when I realize the size and power of the one they want. Also by the realization that this is their idea of what would be useful. They must have big plans! I ask the price and find that I can afford it. I buy it and put it in my backpack. The entities are like little kids with a new toy. I, on the other hand, am soon feeling the effects of having it on my person. I ask them to find me a stone that will soothe the transition for me. They select green calcite, which starts helping immediately. They also tell me to buy a rutilated quartz sphere for my office. This stone is known for its help in diagnosing illness. Just as I’m paying for it, Kalia shows me a rutilated quartz crystal and says she was told to show it to me. I have some regret that I hadn’t bought that one instead, and I may return to buy it as well.

Dinner is companionable and relaxed. In the background, we are all aware of the coming separations. Our field is bonded, we are all part of something greater forever. Each of us is connected more strongly to certain others of us, but the field is one and will hold.